Work has been busy so i haven't had a chance to write. I've been hopping up and down. 2lb gain 2lb loss and then last week another 2.lb gain. I'm not looking forward to this Wednesday since my pants are so tight I can barely ware them. I've been watching myself slide so long now I just can't figure out what's wrong. I don't care right now and I can't seem to make myself care but i feel awful. It hurts gaining weight. I have pain everywhere and I just feel generally terrible. I just can't figure why when I know how much better it feels to be losing instead that i just can't get myself in line. I am clearly an addict in need of jumping back on the wagon. I just can't seem to find that click to get me back in line. It's sad because I can feel that I'm eating myself to death. I'll check back on Wednesday.
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