It occurs to me that I have been struggling since last April although I didn't really begin to gain untill the end of July. I gained 1.8lbs for the second week in a row. :( It's become a constant thought that I need to find a way back on track. I know my health is in peril but I still eat with wild abandon. I hurt and I feel bad but nothing seems to make me care. I think about how good I felt when I was losing verses how bad I feel now. I continually tell myself that I need to do something but then I give in to every little craving. I don't know what's wrong with me or why I can't make myself care but there has to be a way. Be well.
M
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